30 Nov 2006
Hey.. had been a long time i did't blog liao.. haiz during all those day alot alot of things happen.. like i have from a so call abit angel turn to become a true DEVIL during all those week i everyday drink and sing .. den wast all my money on drinking and clubby.. haiz sorri to those frenz that have hope in me.. i know i have let u guyz down.. but sorri i wont change because of anything.. i wan to be who i am.. if wan me to change den wait till that time i really tired of this type of life den maybe i will change.. i very sorri for that day that i send u those sms.. cos my self also dunno .. i just wan to keep those word in heart but dunno y i sms and tell u.. very sorri.. haiz haiz.. ehh let me try to remember what i do on which date.. ehh think last thur ba.. me and bin when MOS starting is quit board.. cos onli have the 2 of us.. den suddenly sam call me .. den we when to join them.. inside dance awhile we find that we are not high enough so no mood to dance so we went to the near by 7-11 to buy some drink.. den we bought a btl or volka and 1 big packet or orange to mix and become volka orange.. is a cocktail.. haha.. ehh we dun wan buy inside is cos of the price and also insdie no table to sit and the music so load no mood to drink i like to drink and chat.. like chilling like that better mah.. after drinking we when back to MOS den saw some of my sgt.. den we dance together.. dance till around 2am like that sam and her frenz say they are tired and hungry wan to go and have some food so when to the near by coffee shop and eat.. after awhile meet dragon den we share cab home.. ehh den last sunday..i when out with my bro to parkway play pool den jen sms me .. ask me wan to go down to her work place mah.. den i anything lor.. as i have nothing to do also.. so i went down to her work place after my game.. when reach .. my frist time see boat quay ma chiam a ghoust strees like that mei ren de.. den go in buy a jub of beer.. den sit down drink drink,, den jen suddenly pour of volka inside my beer,, ehhh but not bad haha so nice to drink thankz gal.. ehh after finish the glass this time she dunno y pour volka plus matell VSOP wah the teast really sux lor .. but ehh dun wast it so i finish lor.. actualli i quit tired de.. but have to take care of her.. as she is not in the mood.. den she also ask me to take care of her cos she wan to be DRUNK =X den have to stay there to make sure after she drunk no people will anyhow lor.. ehh den after she fan gong.. we went to another pub ,, cos agnes (jen frenz) wan to look for her frenz.. den affter that we go eat .. after eating.. they say they wan to be druunk ,, so we went to to S.Kee pub.. when close we go down the pub there sit now chat chat morning all take cab home sweet home... .
ehh dunno what is on my mind liao now.. just hope that everything will be find. nothing will happen to me .. ehh waiting for my birthdai to come.. hope that on that day have u celebrate with me .. i know it will nv come true is just a wish ... cos wish will nv always be granted..
To U [thing that gone is forever gone.. nv wait till is gone den say sorri cos everything nv will be again .. always think for ur partie and nv let ur chance go..]
To Bro [hey bro thankz for all the joy and luffer u all give it to me.. i will always remember u guy u are my Brother i will nv forget u all.. Ernest,wei bin,eddie,kok leong and kk]
To Someone [ehhh dun think u will got the chance to read my blog lah.. but u better pray that nothing happen to me ... if i kana DB i come out i will let u know what is call DEVIL]